Sunday, April 3, 2011

April Showers

The loneliness is the worst part, I think...I can be surrounded by people and still feel lonely because I do not know, and I am not known, in that way that Todd and I knew one another...and *that* is what makes this sometimes feel hopeless...that I will never know or be known in this way again.


  1. i wish i had something comforting to say, but all words seem inadequate. i hear you. i feel sad that you have lost Todd and your relationship and alternately so very grateful that you had each other.

  2. I am grateful too. I really, really am.