I am getting better every day. I look back on this summer, when I could tell I was beginning to crawl out of the pit, and I can tell such a difference. If I look back to August 2009, I am truly a different person from then. Even though I still miss him more than words can adequately express, I do not become stuck in the pain. I look at pictures of Todd and they make me smile…sometimes even laugh, remembering something about him. I want to enjoy the good times and face the bad times with strength and courage that comes from knowing I never stand alone. I am not there yet, but I am getting closer.